TRY

I do wna fly, But I am scared to try.

Life’s been so harsh!

If I fall down, it will make me cry.

But when I see the sky so high,

I do wna fly.

I won’t get this chance forever,

Is it worth that one try?

How to know when to take a step forward?

What if the timing’s not right?

As time passes by,

What if I feel, “Why didn't I try?”

No, I never wna say that.

Doesn't matter if I fail,

It’s not like I’ll fry.

What if some people will laugh?

It’s not as if I made someone else cry.

If not me,

Who else will stand up 4 me?

It should be me.

And if I succeed, it will be like heaven in my eye.

It will be me, to fly so high.

The crowd will be all down,

And they’d be wondering what if they try?

But I’ll already be up, having that moment of sigh.

With my loud pounding heart, my soul all gratified.

I will be patting myself and saying,

Thank God I did try!

Story Of Every Life

I was walking down the road

And I was all alone.

When a chill broke into my mind

And told me I was blind.

I spent 20 precious years,

To get a fake life.

That’s no good to me

And it’s not my cup of tea.

It’s all complicated and full of dashed hopes.

I have no time for me and I don’t know how to cope.

I don't know any peace,

My dreams have all been seized.

But my mind's all boggling,

Because now I really know.

They all manipulated me.

They never let me see.

My friends, family and superior,

Don’t they ever see the mirror?

And now I stand on a decision,

Where they all want my submission.

My superior advised to break the cocoon,

But this time I am not gona tune.

Family advised to just bear a few years.

They really never saw my tears

They all say be open to every change,

But it’s all so strange.

That nobody really cares,

Cares about what I wna say.

I don’t wna adjust,

No matter what they suggest.

I don’t wna accept,

Now it’s time to object.

What I wna do is 'say no',

Once in for all.

No to running for life,

No to leaving all behind,

No to not giving a shit,

No to not feeling it a bit,

And now I stand still,

Realizing it’s all a hoax.

I can't pretend any more,

I am gona unlock the door.

For “this is my life”.

I know I have to strive

And I wna change it all.

I’ll start with a crawl.

I don't owe my life to anyone anymore,

Even if they think my thoughts are impure.

I cleared all the debt,

When I made my parents proud.

Now they should understand,

Who’s it really all about?

Now it’s time to take control,

For the sake of my soul.

To stand and make a difference,

That’s worthy of 'my existence'.