Story Of Every Life

I was walking down the road

And I was all alone.

When a chill broke into my mind

And told me I was blind.

I spent 20 precious years,

To get a fake life.

That’s no good to me

And it’s not my cup of tea.

It’s all complicated and full of dashed hopes.

I have no time for me and I don’t know how to cope.

I don't know any peace,

My dreams have all been seized.

But my mind's all boggling,

Because now I really know.

They all manipulated me.

They never let me see.

My friends, family and superior,

Don’t they ever see the mirror?

And now I stand on a decision,

Where they all want my submission.

My superior advised to break the cocoon,

But this time I am not gona tune.

Family advised to just bear a few years.

They really never saw my tears

They all say be open to every change,

But it’s all so strange.

That nobody really cares,

Cares about what I wna say.

I don’t wna adjust,

No matter what they suggest.

I don’t wna accept,

Now it’s time to object.

What I wna do is 'say no',

Once in for all.

No to running for life,

No to leaving all behind,

No to not giving a shit,

No to not feeling it a bit,

And now I stand still,

Realizing it’s all a hoax.

I can't pretend any more,

I am gona unlock the door.

For “this is my life”.

I know I have to strive

And I wna change it all.

I’ll start with a crawl.

I don't owe my life to anyone anymore,

Even if they think my thoughts are impure.

I cleared all the debt,

When I made my parents proud.

Now they should understand,

Who’s it really all about?

Now it’s time to take control,

For the sake of my soul.

To stand and make a difference,

That’s worthy of 'my existence'.